reede, 25. mai 2012

50 random questions.


1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
At home.
2. Who are you in love with?
Remo.
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Not really.
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My stretcher.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Last Thursday.
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Yes, red ones.
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Idk, I guess so.
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Last weekend.
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Nope.
10. Are you hot?
Temperature seems okay, guess not then.
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Vana Tallinn with Chai.
12. What are you wearing right now?
Jeans, black T-shirt, socks.
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Isn't my car, but it's being washed by the carwash station as much as I know.
14. Last food that you ate?
Pistachios.
15. Where were you last week at this time?
At home, sleeping in my bed.
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.
17. When is the last time you ran?
Yesterday.
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
I have no idea.
19. What is your favorite animal?
Cats and rats.
20. Your dream vacation?
Somewhere quiet and naturally pretty, with my honeybun, ultimate relaxation.
21. Last person's house you were in?
My bf.
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
Broke a leg while swinging.
23. Have you been in love?
Now I am, not sure if the previous stuff even was close to this feeling atm.
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes, a lot.
25. Last play you saw?
Don't remember.
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Humour and mindfuck.
27. What are your plans for tonight?
Rum-party with a friend.
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
I don't send comments or msgs on MS.
29. Next trip you are going to take?
Mordor pls.
30. Ever go to camp?
Never.
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Kinda am.
32. What do you want to know about the future?
Anything with details.
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Christian Lacroix something something..
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Nope, next year.
35. Where is your best friend?
At home, sleeping.
36. How is your best friend?
Stressed.
37. Do you have a tan?
A slight one, yes.
38. What are you listening to right now?
Moby – Alice (Noisia Remix)
39. Do you collect anything?
Memories, pictures, audiofiles on VK.
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
My ex-bestfriend.
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
17, was drunk.
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Yes.
43. What does your last text message say?
p @Frixu katsetame ;)
44. Do you like hot sauce?
Yes, but only with pizza.
45. Last time you took a shower?
Yesterday.
46. Do you need to do laundry?
YES.
47. What is your heritage?
No idea.
48. Are you someone's best friend?
Yes.
49. Are you rich?
Poor as a sock.
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Stressed, almost crying, surfing online and being emotionless.

Vahepeal ja niisama..


Feint ft. VeelaThe Journey (Bustre Remix)
BT & Arty ft. Nadia AliMust Be The Love (T-Mass Remix)


Hm.. Jah. Vahepeal on igast asju olnud/juhtunud. Lõpetasin Susiga suhtlemise, päris tükk aega kaalusin selle sammu tegemist, aga kuna ma ei suutnud talle kuidagimoodi andeks anda seda käitumist/tegutsemist, mis tol momendil aktuaalne häiriv tegur oli, siis ma leidsin et sedasi oleks parem. One does not simply say that someone is one's best friend and act like that someone is one's worst enemy. Pigem gtfo, kui forgive. Ise polnud ka veatu, aga pohhui. Ei viitsi süveneda sellesse.

Remoga on kõik supervinge, -11 ja 2 kuud saab täis. Vahepeal tõmbleme, aga see on loomulik nähtus. Loomulikkusest kõrvale kaldub aga selline asi, et me avastasime midagi väga veidrat. FUUUCK supernatural shitz, lol. Well yea, like we haven't discovered something before, but it's different this time. Avastasime sync'imise. Olen korduvalt üles ärganud sellepeale, et pööran külge ja samal ajal tegi ka tema seda, mis ilmselt mind tegelikult äratas. Võtame sügavunes teineteiselt ümbert kinni, kui teine korraks ärganud on (kallistatav siis). Kosse võtame samamoodi jalast ära, täpselt samamoodi. Lõpetame teineteise lauseid, teame mis keegi öelda tahtis, enne kui ta seda tegi. Või telefonis rääkides teeme täpselt samu asju. Viimane sync oli emotsionaalne. Mida türa lihtsalt :D. Sitaks weird, pole ennem kedagi nii sarnast kohanud, kes lisaks sellele oskaks minuga käituda ja mind imeilusaid asju tundma panna.
Craig vahepeal küsis kuidas meil läheb, seda syncimise asja rääkisin ka. Tüüp ütles kohe esimese asjana: "True soulmates." Suht fuck yeah on olla sellekohapealt.
Sisimas tajun, et mingid raskused on ees ootamas ja neid pole vaja kaua oodata. Miski ütleb, et need on esimesed rasked tülid. Well... Whatever it is, I'm gonna stand up for it. Gotta stay strong. Ei taha teda kaotada, mitte mingi hinna eest. He just is the one I've been searching for all the time. I won't give up that easy, no fucking matter what.
Kooliga on suht uliputzna. Kursuseid on palju vaja teha 18/13. Viimane on see nr millele number arvestuskaardile tuleb. Gotta make it quick. Ja kohe kui kooliga ühele poole saab, peab tööd otsima suveks. See aasta ma ei looderda ega laaberda tühja. Ei saa nii. Party hard on küll tore, aga mitte nii pikas perspektiivis. Nagu Meelis ütles: "Juua tuleb nii, et hommikul oleks paha, vastasel juhul hakkab alkohol veel meeldima." Umbes nii ta kipubki olema.

Vanematega? Õhh... Ei taha rääkida sellest topicust. Vastuvõtmatu, tülgastav, agressiivsust tekitav teema. Ei viitsi end tühja kohapealt üles keerata.

Eile käisin esimest korda Frixuga väljas. Ma pole teda ennem nii energilisena näinudki. Hüppas mööda muru ringi, sõi võililli ja muid lehti, turnis mööda pükse ja tahtis koguaeg sülle ning kaissu. Kuradi armas ikka :) Mõniaeg uuesti.

Üle pika aja cammisime Aarega täna, enne kui keegi läpaka ära võttis -.- Lõbus oli, sest me mõlemad jõime samal ajal. Naersime ja rõvetsesime, like usually. Siiamaani pole purjus, win. Loodetavasti on rummiga täna õhtul sama. Saan lol'ida purili inimeste üle. And like I promised to Remo: gotta show people I've changed.